Almost 21, getting it all back path by path –

You’’ll be forever drained if you keep joining their play to drag you in and keep thinking that maybe its not their fault – fatal romance

Beeenn 1 year since the last time i wrote, i haven’t checked medium at all. I didnt know what to write, 2021 was a calamity. I stayed up all night just to think all the tragedies, versa, in this situation means right now. I couldn’t breathe properly as im writing. But this is the last time i mencoba ikhlas and berbulan-bulan cari jawaban. Do i need to feel this in order to grow? Berbulan-bulan juga ngerasa its not worth it to ‘carry on’ hal yang ada di pikiran. Ini menganggu pekerjaan dan perkuliahan, apakah pantes i ngerasa kecewa? i still don’t know the answers.

but yeah in the mean time, i almost 21 which, as i grow older i learned the key to surviving it’s acceptance. Because learn in the parafrase, as a painful as it gets, they dont even realize the repercussions they’ve made.